worst day ever; much?

lately ive not been happy. happy for whats now.
happy for how things are. no, im not happy.

today's registration day. we finally left form4 and nw were to form5, doomsday year. sure you know why.. im happy of the fact tht next year me and my loves are gonna be closer, yeap next door classes only haha :) hopefully the teachers arnt as 'terove' next yr. maybe they will be the same? who knows. oh so yeah i just remembered today's FRIDAY THE 13th, as they call it Black day or Bad Luck day. for me today just sucks so much. why?
-my fringe is too short T.T (for me lh cuz i hate short fringes)
-i barely got to even contact him today
his hp was off most of the time, why? teda batt. the rest? i just dont wana talk bout him here its just not right in so many ways. wishing i could at least hung out with a friend today, 1st one in mind is Layla, my babe :( its been a long time since we hung out, but its kinda hard dy now. ugh miss her like crazy. i just need my leoness here today, just wna laugh n joke with her make my worries go away. i miss alyssa too. GOSH she's just so cool with her Adobe now i might just even brake into her house and steal her APPLE computer miahahaha :D
recently, ive been eating SP's just to get to sleep. its hard to get some sleep these days and i hate it. if tht dosent work then ill drink RedBull. its got a totally kick effect on me expecially when im sleeping, when i drink it ill tidur mati can sleep till 12hours.
its the holidays now and gosh? i think my death is coming nearer as i can predict tht my boredom is gona fckin kill me. fcuk 2012. aha.. oh speakin of 2012 i just cnt wait to watch it when i reach KL. i wna watch it with him, but i feel damn bad, cuz his friends wntd to brng him to wch it ystrdy nite, but he dint cuz said he had to wait for me :/ oh well, if you sayang me u wait jala! aha :x

haiz why am i feeling frustrated? i could kill myself
choaking on the astro remote thinking
why dint i do it at the first place(?)

BULLCRAP

wolft~

hey :) goodnight babes haha. (as in hey morning peeps)
today such a dull day. Its All Saints Day so went to granmama's grave to clean up n pray.
hung out with couzis at mama's hse. the night before we slpver thr,
damn cold man cuz rumah kayu kan.
watched movies then chit chat bout friends life n love :) haha.
today did nothing much. 3 somthing went back home.
eat watched tv onlined n drew some new stuff :)

currently;
craving for: ice cream :(
just ate: BK
dranking: coke
facial expression: -__-
missing: my superman *slash* batman :\

SAMANTHA PAYNE'S NOT-SO-NEW BLOG
new new new blog for a new new new start.
this blog wont dig 'deep' into my life kie.
just stories of my day ;) so lets start.
btw my old blog is still on but no more active.
i like to keep it as a journal.. hehe.

JA~